I'm getting very, very sleepy and I haven't even taken my nighty night pills yet. This is a rare thing so I must be exhausted and I am in my brain. I've had nothing but headaches for the last few days and I'm way too wound up. Madness can be fun but it can be painful as well. Is fun the right word? Perhaps I meant challenging or entertaining. I mean, you never know what kind of me you'll get from day to day.
So you know I suffer from several psychological issues: severe depression, suicidal ideation, panic anxiety disorder, post traumatic stress disorder, dissociative fugue and agoraphobia. Yay!
As far as apes go I suppose I have it better than some but worse than others. It's funny though. I know war is wrong but my nation rejoices over it and celebrates it. I know taking bribes are wrong but my national leaders take them hand over fist be they Republicans or Democrats. I know lying is wrong but apes like Sarah Palin, Rush Limbaugh and Glenn Beck have millions of ape followers repeating lie after lie after lie.
It might be argued that through my madness I am more moral and upright than the 360,000,000 people that make up my country (White America). Perhaps I should pray the rest of the nation goes crazy!
Agoraphobe with severe depression and chronic pain observes the world around him and finds it far more crazier than he.
14 January 2010
manipulation
As apes, we humans sure love to manipulate things. From our johnsons to the rest of the planet, if we can do something to either, we're happier than pigs in shit.
Unfortunately, not everyone on the planet wants to be manipulated by anyone other than themselves or people just like them, thus the manipulators of the world require powerful armies to ensure their mechanations come to pass upon clans that would reject their will.
A great example of this is Iraq. The Iraqis hated Saddam but put up with him because he was just like them and so his manipulations were a tolerable evil. Once we White Americans came along and killed their leader, it's been chaos and blood on the streets of Iraq ever since.
White America invaded Iraq for oil (fossil fuels) and lots of it. We didn't go as humanitarians but as manipulating conquerers looking to secure black gold. It is more than some coincidence that a bunch of wealthy Texas oil barons stole the presidency of the United States and invaded the weakest nation with the largest oil reserves in the Middle East (or Arabia).
For the last decade I've watched manipulation go on all over America, 24/7. Everybody in power has an angle; everyone in power is working the long con, trying to manipulate you to be on their side. From cable news programs (especially Fraudulant Obnoxious Xtreme Notnews) to your local paper, the opinions you have are not your own.
The biggest lie and manipulation of all in White America is that somehow, some way, rich people are better than you, more equal than all of us and deserve to keep their excessive wealth even at the expense of the poorest and neediest among us Whites and Blacks who have no protection because the wealthy run the federal government too. That is some kind of power. Too much power in my opinion. Notice how White rich folk like to fuck us up (like when they broke the national economy), how they like to keep you guessing and uncertain, nervous and afraid in a virtual cage like a free prisoner.
Another example? Sure I got millions! 9/11 when our own government attacked the American nation. Or how about when the Democrats made the radical right out to be the villains of not getting real health care reform done when in fact the Democrats never intended to fix the health care system because they take bribes from the insurance company. Do you knopw what this health care nonsense is really about? Forcing all Americans to buy outlandishly priced insurance against their will, which is what the Democrats and their Republican cohorts planned all along.
Yes White America is adept at mass manipulation and while I despise this, I know it isn't any better anywhere else because all us apes, White Black Asiatique Indian and Arab, are greedy and self serving though we will brag about how enlightened we are and how great our society is. Never mind we allow thousands poor White and Black Americans to die every year and don't really do squat about it.
Still, the rich abide, protected in their castles, without a care in the world.
Unfortunately, not everyone on the planet wants to be manipulated by anyone other than themselves or people just like them, thus the manipulators of the world require powerful armies to ensure their mechanations come to pass upon clans that would reject their will.
A great example of this is Iraq. The Iraqis hated Saddam but put up with him because he was just like them and so his manipulations were a tolerable evil. Once we White Americans came along and killed their leader, it's been chaos and blood on the streets of Iraq ever since.
White America invaded Iraq for oil (fossil fuels) and lots of it. We didn't go as humanitarians but as manipulating conquerers looking to secure black gold. It is more than some coincidence that a bunch of wealthy Texas oil barons stole the presidency of the United States and invaded the weakest nation with the largest oil reserves in the Middle East (or Arabia).
For the last decade I've watched manipulation go on all over America, 24/7. Everybody in power has an angle; everyone in power is working the long con, trying to manipulate you to be on their side. From cable news programs (especially Fraudulant Obnoxious Xtreme Notnews) to your local paper, the opinions you have are not your own.
The biggest lie and manipulation of all in White America is that somehow, some way, rich people are better than you, more equal than all of us and deserve to keep their excessive wealth even at the expense of the poorest and neediest among us Whites and Blacks who have no protection because the wealthy run the federal government too. That is some kind of power. Too much power in my opinion. Notice how White rich folk like to fuck us up (like when they broke the national economy), how they like to keep you guessing and uncertain, nervous and afraid in a virtual cage like a free prisoner.
Another example? Sure I got millions! 9/11 when our own government attacked the American nation. Or how about when the Democrats made the radical right out to be the villains of not getting real health care reform done when in fact the Democrats never intended to fix the health care system because they take bribes from the insurance company. Do you knopw what this health care nonsense is really about? Forcing all Americans to buy outlandishly priced insurance against their will, which is what the Democrats and their Republican cohorts planned all along.
Yes White America is adept at mass manipulation and while I despise this, I know it isn't any better anywhere else because all us apes, White Black Asiatique Indian and Arab, are greedy and self serving though we will brag about how enlightened we are and how great our society is. Never mind we allow thousands poor White and Black Americans to die every year and don't really do squat about it.
Still, the rich abide, protected in their castles, without a care in the world.
Introductions
Dedicated to whatever alien race may find this. Hopefully you can learn from our disasterous mistakes.
Allow me to introduce myself. I am an ape, one of many others like myself found on this planet, that we apes call Earth. As a species we are very deluded and egotistical thus we call ourselves 'humans'. Each human has a unique name or designation. At one point these designations marked our tribal affiliations but in these so called "modern" times, our names are primarily for governmental use so that they may keep distinct files on each individual. My first name is "Michael", a Jewish term that means 'the one (angel) who is like God' and my tribal designation is Villwock, which once was Willvock when my tribe still lived in Germany. I have no idea what Willvock means.
There are several major factions or houses (clans) of apes: the Whites (or Caucasions), the Blacks (or Negros), the Asiatiques (which include the American Indian, Hispanic and Eskimo), the Arabs (which includes the Jews)and the Indians of India. Few of these houses get along well for racial and religious reasons and each house distrusts the other. The most powerful of these clans is clearly the Whites who are warlike, crave bloodletting and the carnage of war. The Whites currently control the Earth and can destroy the planet a thousand times over. The predominant White clans are the Americans, British, Europeans and Russians which have dominated world affairs for centuries through the point of the sword due to their chief religion Christianity. While Christianity started as a peaceful religion, the pagan inheritors of it applied their blood lust to the new religion and now war and Christianity are indivisible.
After the Whites, the next powerful clan is the Asiatiques who are the most numerous and perhaps on the cusp of dominiating the Earth in the next 20 years if the Whites don't nuke it or do something drastic about global warming, a happening we Whites brought about with our fossil fuels. The Asiatiques boast one of the oldest 'civilizations' known to man, a civilization that has provided the world with many historic inventions like gun powder which Whites made the first guns and bombs from. To this day the Asiatiques are known for their incredible intelligence and many philosophies (Taoism, Zen, Shinto). I am an odd White in that I follow the great Tao.
Next come the Blacks who once were dominant and properous several millenia ago before war and disease decimated their home continent. Since then their culture devolved more than anything else allowing us Whites to enslave them for many centuries. The Blacks have since been freed but American Whites keep the Blacks under very strict control through social programming, forcing the Blacks to live in ghettos and and making use of abusive law enforcement. The only way Blacks survive in White society is by acting and talking White and accepting without question the White apes abuse. Otherwise, the Black is cast off and socially impoverished.
Next are the Arabs, a proud and very xenophobic people. They don't want foriegners on their lands and will attack any clan that violates it. For them, killing and death in the name of their religion, Islam, is a very prestigious thing. Islam once was a peaceful religion but twisted the way the Whites twisted Christianity. Arabs are just as dangerous as the Whites, however they do not enjoy the same destructive capacity of the Whites. A strange fued exists among Arabs as well. Some Arabs call themselves Jews (though the Jewish holy book proves they are Arabs) and the Jews hate the Arabs and the Arabs hate the Jews though they are all related and belong to the same house. The current trouble between these 2 groups was caused by the Whites when they arbitrarily decided to take away Arab land in order to give it to the Jews. This decision was made wholly from the Jewish holy book (or Torah) which Whites subverted and incorporated into Christianity.
Next is the Indians who are also incredibly intelligent but mired in ancient customs and caste systems so their impact on the Earth is hardly felt unless you live in Pakistan. This is also strange as these 2 peoples are also related though some of them would no doubt kill me for saying so. Thankfully I have nothing to fear which is a perk of being an American White (among other advantages).
We apes are very short sighted and believe we are divine in origin though we sprung from the same Earth as any ant, snake, dog or tree. It is this belief in divine origin that deludes us and allows us to be irresponsible to the Earth, kill our fellow apes with war and make laws that restrict our liberties and freedoms. It is especially hurtful and ironic that American Whites used to value freedom and liberty but it appears we are more akin to our Russian brethrens who love to be repressed by their government because they do not know how to be free. White Americans are that way today. Of course it didn't help that the apes George W. Bush, Karl Rove and Dick Cheney helped carry out a deadly attack on America which caused many White Americans to cry, "Take away our freedoms please! Just keep us safe!" Today's White American apes have devolved from their zenith in much the way the Blacks did.
Allow me to introduce myself. I am an ape, one of many others like myself found on this planet, that we apes call Earth. As a species we are very deluded and egotistical thus we call ourselves 'humans'. Each human has a unique name or designation. At one point these designations marked our tribal affiliations but in these so called "modern" times, our names are primarily for governmental use so that they may keep distinct files on each individual. My first name is "Michael", a Jewish term that means 'the one (angel) who is like God' and my tribal designation is Villwock, which once was Willvock when my tribe still lived in Germany. I have no idea what Willvock means.
There are several major factions or houses (clans) of apes: the Whites (or Caucasions), the Blacks (or Negros), the Asiatiques (which include the American Indian, Hispanic and Eskimo), the Arabs (which includes the Jews)and the Indians of India. Few of these houses get along well for racial and religious reasons and each house distrusts the other. The most powerful of these clans is clearly the Whites who are warlike, crave bloodletting and the carnage of war. The Whites currently control the Earth and can destroy the planet a thousand times over. The predominant White clans are the Americans, British, Europeans and Russians which have dominated world affairs for centuries through the point of the sword due to their chief religion Christianity. While Christianity started as a peaceful religion, the pagan inheritors of it applied their blood lust to the new religion and now war and Christianity are indivisible.
After the Whites, the next powerful clan is the Asiatiques who are the most numerous and perhaps on the cusp of dominiating the Earth in the next 20 years if the Whites don't nuke it or do something drastic about global warming, a happening we Whites brought about with our fossil fuels. The Asiatiques boast one of the oldest 'civilizations' known to man, a civilization that has provided the world with many historic inventions like gun powder which Whites made the first guns and bombs from. To this day the Asiatiques are known for their incredible intelligence and many philosophies (Taoism, Zen, Shinto). I am an odd White in that I follow the great Tao.
Next come the Blacks who once were dominant and properous several millenia ago before war and disease decimated their home continent. Since then their culture devolved more than anything else allowing us Whites to enslave them for many centuries. The Blacks have since been freed but American Whites keep the Blacks under very strict control through social programming, forcing the Blacks to live in ghettos and and making use of abusive law enforcement. The only way Blacks survive in White society is by acting and talking White and accepting without question the White apes abuse. Otherwise, the Black is cast off and socially impoverished.
Next are the Arabs, a proud and very xenophobic people. They don't want foriegners on their lands and will attack any clan that violates it. For them, killing and death in the name of their religion, Islam, is a very prestigious thing. Islam once was a peaceful religion but twisted the way the Whites twisted Christianity. Arabs are just as dangerous as the Whites, however they do not enjoy the same destructive capacity of the Whites. A strange fued exists among Arabs as well. Some Arabs call themselves Jews (though the Jewish holy book proves they are Arabs) and the Jews hate the Arabs and the Arabs hate the Jews though they are all related and belong to the same house. The current trouble between these 2 groups was caused by the Whites when they arbitrarily decided to take away Arab land in order to give it to the Jews. This decision was made wholly from the Jewish holy book (or Torah) which Whites subverted and incorporated into Christianity.
Next is the Indians who are also incredibly intelligent but mired in ancient customs and caste systems so their impact on the Earth is hardly felt unless you live in Pakistan. This is also strange as these 2 peoples are also related though some of them would no doubt kill me for saying so. Thankfully I have nothing to fear which is a perk of being an American White (among other advantages).
We apes are very short sighted and believe we are divine in origin though we sprung from the same Earth as any ant, snake, dog or tree. It is this belief in divine origin that deludes us and allows us to be irresponsible to the Earth, kill our fellow apes with war and make laws that restrict our liberties and freedoms. It is especially hurtful and ironic that American Whites used to value freedom and liberty but it appears we are more akin to our Russian brethrens who love to be repressed by their government because they do not know how to be free. White Americans are that way today. Of course it didn't help that the apes George W. Bush, Karl Rove and Dick Cheney helped carry out a deadly attack on America which caused many White Americans to cry, "Take away our freedoms please! Just keep us safe!" Today's White American apes have devolved from their zenith in much the way the Blacks did.
16 December 2009
wake up people
Watching the Democrats in action thus far on this health care reform debacle makes me realize that the Democratic party as we know it is dead. Democrats, the party intended to be the balance for us common folk against the wealthy and powerful and their Republican party, has shown all of America their true colors now. "Fuck you Commoners" is the new political slogan from both sides as the assets of the rich and corporate are strengthened and every time you listen to any politician you should be hearing that phrase, "Fuck you Commoner!" in your head just to give what they are saying some perspective.
I mean really Democrats! Do you think that your shenanigans have gone unnoticed? Are you that arrogant or just stupid? The American people voted you into power because WE ARE ALL SICK AND GODDAMNED TIRED OF WASHINGTON's 'BUSINESS AS USUAL'!!! We voted to end the Iraq and Afghanistan war, not expand them. We voted for real, bona fide free health insurance for all Americans. We voted to see justice served upon the people of the last unlawful administration for torture, murder and allowing 911 to happen. We voted to end domestic spying. We voted for real climate change controls. The repeal of the Patriot Act. The end of the drug war. And what about strengthening our schools and educating our children? Can't. All the bailout money went to Wall Street to the very vultures who helped former illegal president Dubya Bush destroy the American economy. And our wars are far more important than our kids. Besides, 10 years from now our kids have a job all lined up for them in the Army where the can be killed or brutally maimed for a country that makes our veterans feel like heroes but won't be able to cover their medical needs or expenses. Yay! Thanks for defending my freedoms. Tough luck you're retarded now. Can I give you some money? Get the hell oughta my face dick! At least there's welfare.
Good job Democrats. You have further fucked up our nation, it's legacy and it's heritage and sealed our doom. Oh sure, Dubya started the process and built for it a firm foundation but you lot have just poured the cement for the basement. If there were a God or if there was truly Universal Justice, all members of Congress and the President would gain hideous nose zits that couldn't be covered by makeup. It would be a pock mark on every politician who betrays, swindles or lies to the American people. A mark so gross, so revolting, so disgusting that the people would finally turn away from them once and for all and do something about the rampant coruption in DC. Sadly there is no Universal Justice or heavenly court to fight for our cause. There is only us and our woeful common sense against powerful, wealthy villains and we have no heroes to fight for us lowly, common citizens.
12 December 2009
why i don't like the new nhl's scoring system
Back in the day, in the NHL, if you went into OT, you could either win your 2nd point or conceed a point to the team you played for being at least as good as you if even for just one night. Nowadays, if you play to OT, you get a guarenteed point. Ugh! I have seen so much boring OT just because everyone's playing not to lose, but not to win also. And the shootouts? The novelty has worn off. That's not hockey and shows that the regents of the NHL are out of touch with the true fan base of the NHL. We are simple folk. We like to get drunk and high and watch Hockey and have it mean something when 2 teams are tied in the late stages of a game. It makes it more interesting and dramatic. What would the League stats look like now if the old scoring system were intact? As it should be? I wish I had a team of researchers to look it up so I could say with difinitive authority that it is so!
But these games lack passion. If that 2nd point actually meant something, teams would try way harder than the do today to score the Game Winner. They wouldn't want to share that other point because they would actually need that point to ensure their own success! Ah well.
Gary Bettman is an idiot and saner minds must rule the NHL before it's too late.
03 December 2009
the Avalanche are getting robbed!
From a Detroit-esque goal that wasn't a goal even though it WAS a goal to the penalty to Clark in the 3rd that wasn't a penalty, the Colorado Avalanche are getting robbed. Perhaps the Hockey Gods wish it this way or perhaps the NHL is looking the other way while gamblers profit, I do not know, but the Avalanche, a team that used to be MY team's arch-nemesis, is getting robbed at gunpoint on my NHL Center Ice package. Can they hold up? Can the Avalanche suck it up and pull it out? Well, we'll know the lay of the land when a final is declared.
Oilers at Red Wings
So I'm watching the Wings just get pounded by a talented, young Edmonton team and it's just a beating. To make matters worse, the Red Wings have scored 2 of Edmonton's 4 goals while they have managed a meager 1. Ugh! And it made me think of Yuri 'Happy' Hudler because if he were here, none of this nonsense would be happening but he effed off to Russia and I realize that I'm mad at him for it because I'm a selfish Red Wings fan and his going to another hockey league for 'mere' money was unconscionable to me while the reality is, he did the right thing by him and I would have done the same thing he did. Ugh! So I wish Hudler had just stayed because he really liked his teammates or just wanted to be a Red Wing but agh! Getting to go home and make a lot of money is just too wonderful.
The game of Hockey isn't owned just by the Canadians any more and Hudler will star in a bunch of huge games over there and he'll do well. Good for him.
Besides, that isn't why today the Wings look like a bottom feeder in the NHL this year. There are a lot of reasons like letting Tomas Kopecky go. Ugh! Or being so sweet on Zetterberg. Fans think I'm stupid when I call Zetterberg dead weight or wishing he was someone else like Parise or Getzlaf but I think the fans are blinded by the stats. They have to be because if they have truly been watching their hockey games as I have, then they know that Zetterberg plays soft. I know of at least 3 games in which Zetterberg's lack of grit has cost victories and those were just the ones I noticed. His lack of desire for driving an opponent into the boards in order to get control of the puck has led to 12 or so goals that come to memory just now. And while Zetterberg is certainly an offensive talent, he would be better suited for the Habs, Rangers or 'Canes say. Why? Because Mike Babcock's Red Wings aren't Scotty Bowman's Red Wings. Mike Babcock's Wings are best personafied by Dallas Drake while Bowman's would be personafied by Zetterberg and the fans haven't caught on to this yet so Zetterberg is a Superstar. And he is. But geez, wouldn't it be great if that was Parise fighting for the puck to dish to Datsyuk or Cleary?
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