stop trying to kill me

it's too hot outside and it's humid too which only makes it worse. we humans don't like to do much if it is so warm; well, at least i don't. the heat is supposed to continue for sometime which is unfortunate. seems like it gets hotter and hotter every year now as our sun slowly cooks us alive unto death at a low simmer. our own fault really. humankind has mishandled its responsibilities to the planet yet wants none of the blame even as every year more and more of our world is destroyed because of our arrogance. even if we dumb apes stopped polluting and poisoning our world today, it is probably too late. the effects of this global warming we have created is advancing far more rapidly than our scientists had anticipated. many now say it is too late to stop what's coming. this is the hallmark of our american empire, our legacy, the jewel in our crown. we have indeed changed the world though not by saving it; rather by destroying it. and for what? it is all hubris and vanity. one more day and we'll change! we dumb apes bargain. just give us time, a little more time. time is all we need. but there isn't any more time and it's getting hotter and hotter. my head aches from the heat, my skin is burning and i am parched with thirst. i have come to believe that it is in the collective subconscious of us dumb apes to destroy ourselves by any means necessary thus we are all subconsciously suicidal. like smokers, it's not obvious suicidal behavior because it takes so goddamn long to kill you. but it's suicide. unfortunately you fuckers are taking me down with you and that really sucks.