one of the fun things about living where i do is that you oft times find something useful on the streets the next morning like money or a cigarette.  

today i found something useful and after tinkering with it for a while i began to think and i realized that these were the first real, clear thoughts i've had in weeks.  then i realized that everything that was worrying me and stressing me out was beyond my control and i was twisting myself into knots over the 'what ifs? and 'what nots' the 'could bes' and the 'might not bes' and the wibbly wobbly timey wimey stuff.

thanks dave tennant.